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yeah, was interesting to see him in it. I don't really want to comment too much on it though since I don't want to potentially spoil things if folks haven't watched it yet. I even have some friends that haven't watched the latest season yet so I've been hush about it other than I think it's better than the last few sesasons of the original series.
Yah, me too. But it's definitely on my watch list once I am free
possibly but I don't think there's enough folks online right now
i seceded.
Bchot is here as well
I understand. What are you upto right now since Baki is done?
watch 6 feet under. another role he played which is completely different from others..
ps. i thought you meant michael c hall, but he is not in modern family. but cam is in dexter resurrection, a mere nothing compared to dexter..
working on stuff, watching some heroes, reading books. back to normal life. no headaches and tons of time to do things i need/want/have to do... i doubt anyone but ralf will pass me by the 22nd or have passed by now, so i will take a prize if any.. but if someone wants to gopher-it - i have no issues and wish them good luck.
Oh yes, morgan hall is a great actor. I loved him in Dexter, I mean he is the reason the series has gone on for so long..thanks for another great recommendation.
Again, I understand, dude. Yes, ralf will prolly overtake you in a day. But, still if a swan event or an alien just doesn't pop up.on the thread, you are in line for a prize for sure. So, I'd say don't give up yet.
not sure who morgan hall is...
I respect your decision. Would be lying if I said I never wanted an anxiety-free day without having to worry about the numbers. Might have to put a stop to this habit after the doctor's visit today, maybe
Damn, I am sorry. I confused Dexter Morgan with Michael Hall
Sleep deprivation issues I guess.
BTW bchot, I know it's not the right thing to as prolly, but, planning to participate in the NY thread if it happens?
Yeah, ever since the start, I only looked at the numbers at the start of the day or end of the night. Would be lying if I said I didn't glance outside of that but that was mostly to see where yangyang was at, I didn't really care where I/others were
Even if I was serious about placing somewhere, I would probably still only look at the start and/or end of the day at most.
I am gonna try that approach as well, else it just induces anxiety, atleast for me. From now on, only in the morning and once at night will I check the stats page.
Anyways, also planning to take a day or two off to cool things off. It will also depend on what the doctor says today. But, I am pretty sure he will ask me to take it easy.
is all good. all my life i try not to want anything because wanting something makes it elusive as fuck (or fully gone).. here i wanted something, then something else, then another thing.. basically wanted too much, and it's all gone now.
a very good example is me wanting to finally get my papers in order after being in usa for 25years and been married to US citizen for 12 years. 1 year and 2 days ago i had my court date where i thought it'd all get finally sorted.. and my lawyer came un-fully-prepared and it took him just a few hours to get info needed after the hearing.. and then trump became president a few weeks later. and then i had another court date on june 12th, which was cancelled due to unrest in chicago, when people were protesting ICE raids in LA, literally ONLY that week and only 2 days of that week, but 1 of them was on my court date, and i would have seen judge, if only it was scheduled before noon, cause afternoon all court employees were sent home away from "big danger" of protesting immigrants and sympathizers.. and 2 weeks later fucking trump fired my judge for being too good to immigrants. and now 6 months later i have no court date, no judge, and literally no hope or even a remote date or anything, i am hung in the air, as some people might say... and worst of all i am sitting quiet and not even bothering my lawyer to do something, as i am worried those fucks will simply pick me up and send me to one of those concentration camps they made all over the country for detained immigrants.. so basically what i am saying that it is fucking painful and dangerous to want something. and i should have never wanted anything from racknerd, LET or whatever.. it's just all either unachievable or gets taken away.. i do have my cats tho.. and some shit i worked hard on, but that stuff is basically survival.. anyways, hope nobody reads this, cause it's simply me needing to say some shit, because it's been hurting my soul quite a lot..
don't be sorry, it's all good.
nah, you guys enjoy.. it's too much for me.. i tried to follow some of the conversations, but it's just useless, it's all about nothing. but thanks.
Man, bchot, I had no idea you were going through all of this and for years now. I would like to apologise to you here, cause you posted about ICE and during UFC and some of us joked around with that, not knowing what you were passing through. I really hope you get your papers asap and I also hope and pray you win the gaming laptop in the December giveaway
Also please don't worry, you are definitely winning something on the thread.
I don't wanna bother you with any questions, but, I have heard of activists on Twitter and such taking up cases of immigrants and helping them get their papers. Would it be a good idea to get in touch with them maybe, since you have everything ready to submission and all and everything's been delayed for no fault of yours.
Thanks buddy. I am tired today, couldn't sleep well yesternight.
I understand and I am sorry for that. Let's hope the NY thread is just better. I wont be around a lot for that. Won't be participating for any prizes anyways. Will just hype the thread up daily once or twice if and when I do have time
It's always a sad moment to see people struggle. I mean, being from India and having never left India for any purpose, I can't say I understand the troubles involved in getting your papers in the US. But, i definitely can relate to the pain you are feeling right now. I do pray that you get the papers as soon as possible
Doctor's appointment in about 3 hours. Would be lying if my heart is not beating fast and that I am not concerned at all
i have a lawyer who i paid $10k by now... i believe he's doing all he can.. but thanks for suggestion. those activists will help people who are really in need. like asylum seekers that have babies and shit.. haha i read a few months ago this family from south america with 2 babies came to USA via that migrants path through all countries and mexico and eventually settled in a chicago suburb. took them literally 2 years to get green cards and buy a house.. hehe.. some people are just destined for greatness. i would have long gone back to mother russia if it weren't for my cats, who i love more than life (that orange creamsicle guy that i put a photo of in the very beginning was sick this summer, i ended up paying $24k for his treatment, of them $10k reimbursed by cat-insurance tho).. just saying this to point out that i simply cannot leave them, and it will kill me if i am ever taken away from them. someones to live for, to fight for.. my wife now - meh, just biding her time until i get papers, then we will divorce most likely. but my cats are my life. although they are very short lived, but i am trying to do all i can to extend their lives, like feeding them grain free diets and yearly shots and checkups for worms and any other sicknesses.. anyways, i should stop complaining. my friends earlier in life called me "grandpa" cause i like to complain about stuff.. hehe.. it's stupid..
well, at least you'll know what and which and why and will be able to take steps to better your life and health, treat it like that.. i said before i had diabetes scare, all that pepsi i drank over the years.. now i don't eat anything with added sugar and i do still consume tons of sugar from fruit and nut and honey and such, and exercise hard, and before i used to check my sugar after meals - it wouldn't even spike anymore, barely 105 or so after heavy meal with bunch of fruit. which is a good thing.,. not that it helps with papers.. but still something. i will live long for my cats to live long.